I have some questions concerning my use of marijuana. I moved from Delaware about a year ago into Arkansas, when I got here I got involved in the wrong crowd and started smoking weed constantly for about 4-5 months everyday and as much as I could. It was addicting (for me), It changed me as a person. My memory became severly clouded (since i've quit), my feel for music has almost completely disappeared, I cant remember my dreams, and i'm severly socially withdrawn. I was such an outgoing, smart and abstract person before I started smoking weed. Now I feel like a zombie in a world of living and succesful. It's like I have no emotions or intuition, I want to know if i'll get this all back.
I was the kid who would always answer questions in the classroom and be intelligient (even when I was smoking) now that i've quit i've become sluggish. I also smoked salvia 21x for my first time and that destroyed me further. The thing that made me quit smoking weed is that I had a dream that I was at school, had a backpack full of weed and it was very cumbersome. I couldn't walk easily (and i believe that this was a premonition telling me that weed was slowing me down in school and it has).
Then after I had walked through the school in the dream I saw a person in a nice business suit and was talking about how good her life was and stuff. Then she ripped off her clothes like they were velcroed on and she had a mcdonalds uniform on. She told me then that she had gotten into drugs and that the other person was what she could've been.