Hey, I'm 13 and get angry at the smallest things. I start to yell and scream and threaten y fmaily and friends, even though I of course love them. I held a knife to my sister's head and a fork to my mothers throat aswell as push and punch them...I don't mean to, so I take it out by cutting but that doesn'd help release much...so I tried finging heavy things to smash y hands with. I have problems at school that don't help(friends) My mom says she understands but this is different, I'm not normal. I love the thought of others death not my own. I cry at the thought, I want to be the one everyone loves, not difficult, not in pain. At school when we write stories/poems they are about death.
What should I do? I tried to kill myself before and people make fun of me for how I look or what I like. I love makeup,music,dancing,dirtbiking,skateboarding,free art,writing, and SINGING. I feel fantastic when I sing. I also have troubles with boys, I scare them off some how, and at the end I feel like a freak...
Please help me this is my first post so I really don't know how this works. :/
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hey man i'm 13 i feel bad so here's some advice just laugh with them or ignore them btw i also cut myself and attempted suicide hope this help's
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try therapy or a pshyciatrist if i spelled those right or just talk it out with the tht are important to u and if tht doesnt work u just might b cray
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