well first all start with the obvious facts and stimuli of my life if it will help. Im a 17 year old male who used to be on a tech prep but recently switched to a dual so im happy about that but something about my mood when i get home is just weird. I tend to spend alot of time in my room on my bed. I dont like to socialize with my parents at all and i like to be alone when im home. My relationship with them is etchy because my mom has mood swings and my dad has a personality i hate. My social life outside of school is kinda of an outcast with friends. I dont talk much to people im not formilar with or portray traits i dont like (like the preppy uptight the druggies ect.) Ive had no girl friend my whole life ( just to add to my pitty fest of my life *which im not to upset about* i dont get the feeling my parents love me they just want me to just get a job and be able to sustain myself they dont really care for who i am or my mental wellbeing) and had a whole episode with one girl recently leading her to leave me (we never dated) but i dont think i need to clarfiy on that. So in general i dont get very riled by bad things like bullies or annoying murmering about me. I tend to just get over it and focus on the important things. But the whole issue im having right now is the fact that I keep wanting to sleep when i get home. I dont want to do homework (never did want to) but i do it in homeroom and have a hard time getting up in the mornings( i get up turn of the alarm clock then climb straight backinto bed and then try to stay awake its almost like a bad habit) Ive looked up over-masterbation and all and do show some symtoms but i dont think that is is. I dont do any drugs i dont drink smoke or any medications. It wasent till recently ive devolped a frequent desire to just listen to music in bed and await tomorrow's schools day. *a side note is that i enjoy using my main computer i built by hand but my parents lock the room until the weekends but recently ive lost the desire to use it as well.* Um yea my body weight is slighly over fit (as in ive got a unoticeable gut, but ive havent got many muscles underneath them. (Im a bit of a chair creature) My main consern is that ive lost alot of modivation to do just about anything. Weither it may be studying java code, studying for test, finding something fun to do in my boring house, exercising or socializing with my parents. I just dont feel like doing anything but sleeping. My grades are fine but i weasle my way with my homework since i never feel like doing it at home. I dont know what exactly going wrong with me weither its just a lack of affection or just some childhood thing or maby a chemical imbalance in my brain or something but id appreciate some help.

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