im a 13 year old girl named isabella. i dont really know how to say everything but in short words i want to kill myself. for 4 years now. my stepmom is emotionly abusive -whether she realizes or not- and my dad sides w/her 24/7. i dont have a phone computer or anything. im writing this on my nintendo dsi and my stepmom doesnt know i have internet on it. she just cut my radio cord and music is something that makes my not depressed. i have a body-shaming stepbrother who laughs about my dead mother. and is severely racist. i get called awful names at school and my ex best friend betrayed my heart and trust and she laughs, then asks to be friends then talk behind my back when i give her more chances. on the flip side i have jayden -my boyfriend - who i really care about (but my parents cant know about :[ ) and we're both going through similar thing about parents just w/ different people. my best friend karis has an older brother who abuses her and acts like her parent. harmony has a ex-addict mother and is emotional. tommy is overwieght and consicous about it. gets body shamed, too. and lucus has disabilies but is basically normal, but he still get made fun of. but with all of our promblems we act brave and stick together. my friends all understand i go through the worst things and they all give me a very slow healing heart with their caring, only to have it shattered again once i get home. i cant even walk with my friends or go to their house after school. karis and i are on the same bus but she gets off first. i really need and miss my friends right now. (this is y i hate vacations). my stepmoms mom is very sweet to me but shes in the hospital. i havent told any adults about any of this and i really cant/wont bc of stepmom. harmony told her aunt and her aunt almost told someone but i begged harmony to tell her not to. i wish i could run away. many other friends said i could run 2 their house. anyways pls give me some advice soon. i need it badly
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Hello, Isabella.
I'm really sorry to hear that you're going through such difficult and painful experiences. It's important to talk to someone who can help and support you through these tough times. While I'm here to listen and offer guidance, I'm not a professional therapist or counselor. Please try to reach out to a trusted adult, teacher, school counselor, or someone in your community who can offer assistance and understanding. They can help you navigate through these challenges and provide the support you need.
If you feel uncomfortable speaking to someone you know, there are helplines available for you to call, like the National Suicide Prevention Lifeline (1-800-273-TALK) or Crisis Text Line (text "HELLO" to 741741). They have trained professionals available to talk to you about your feelings and provide resources.
Remember that you don't have to go through this alone. Reaching out for help can make a significant difference. It's essential to prioritize your well-being, and there are people out there who genuinely care and want to help. Your feelings are valid, and there is hope for things to improve with the right support and guidance. Please consider talking to someone about what you're going through.
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