Hello,
My story is as follows. I grew up trying marijuana starting at a young age (13 first time). Throughout age 16-20 I became a fequent user of the herb. In the begining I never saw any of this coming. I was a teen who lived in the moment and didnt think to the future. After a while, 'abusing' marijuana wasnt enough. The harmful effects of smoking day and night was appearent (plus CIGS), i began to seek new 'thrills' as most stupid teens have. (I know im dumb). Long story short, I ended up becoming addicted to opiates but finally made the decision to get clean after 2+ years of using oxycodone. Over the last month and a half, I picked back up smoking marijuana fulltime (pothead status) Verses using suboxone, etc. I basically needed marijuana and I couldn't be more pro marijuana in that respect.
ANYWAY
Now the time has arrised where i no longer 'need' cannabis to combat the opiate withdrawals.21 years later I need to regain control of my life n set my self up for the future. I'm on Day 1 no marijuana and the realities of the situation has set in.
The reason im posting isnt for sympathy but for advice or tips from people with experience. I'm 21 yr old Male, I begun weight training every other day and i'm trying to keep busy. Support would be nice but any suggestions are appricated. I have noone to talk to as my family doesnt understand the struggles i endured these last couple years. I'm reaching out and not for a Joint , for help!
Thx for reading - StrugglingSurvivor
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