Alright, I know this may sound really stupid, and like an excuse to get out of it but please hear me out.

Im 14, and I have a bad anxiety disorder. My throat closes, I cant talk, I feel dizzy, etc. I really like this girl. But, I do not know if she likes me, and I want to ask, because, well, I like her.. :-P Anyways, I'm way too shy. When i just think of how I am goin to ask her, my throat closes, cant talk.. Etc. I'm really terrified that if I ask her, she will be like: "Um, no I onyl like you as a friend."

And then everytime I hang around her, it would be awkward. So Please, if they're are any women/girls out there please help me out.