For 20 years I have been dealing w/migraines and endometreosis and for 10 of those years I have been in a cycle of severely abusing the pain meds. Using Demerol, hydrocodone and oxycodone. I fianlly decided to get this monkey of my back and think the best way for me to get my head on straight is to use methadone. I made an appt but could n't get in for 2.5 weeks. My appt finally comes up and I had not had anything for 48 hours and the clinic said I was not showing enough withdrawal symptoms and to come back tomorrow. Came back today and they said the same thing again. I am dying here....I have diarrhea so bad that I am bleeding, every bone and muscle in my body ache and I for the first time in my life feel suicidal. What the heck symptoms to they expect? I thought the methadone clinic were there to help but I feel like this is a big joke. I hurt so bad and my headaches are now coming back so severely. Does anyone know what to do???? Please help me.