I really want to lose my virginity to my boyfriend who is also a virgin. We've been together for 3 years, are both 18 and have both agreed that were ready. Except for one thing.. he's too big so it always gets too painful. He is bigger than average (8 inches) and we've tried many times using both lube and lubricated condoms but it just wont work. He has fingered me a couple times but can only fit one and even that takes forever to accomplish. Although he can please me in other ways and is very patient with me, sometimes it does cause a strain as he gets paranoid and thinks it is because I don't love him or he's unattractive. I am not sure if it is a mental or physical thing, as I know women can stretch to fit a baby through, so why is this happening? My friend has suggested I get a dildo to get used to it but I have no way to get one. Its at the point where I don't even want us to try because I know it wont happen. I don't know what to do anymore. I really love this guy but I feel like with him Ill never be able to have sex.
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