Im 18. So let me tell you a little back story. Thursday night (it is now monday) i smoked a joint with a friend with weed we got from a friend. Ive smoked less than 10 times in my life. Twice i got really high. The first time was very strange and i panicked a little. but it wore off and i was good. The second time was thursday night, a night i wont forget. I freaked out. Couldnt feel myself walking. Paranoid dream state. Went to bed immediatly. Woke up with a bit of a high and self-diagnosed DP. Ever since then im disconnected a little spacey and things are hazy like im tired all the time. I have a history of anxiety and general paranoia (not diagnosed). Im worried. Am i convincing myself something is wrong? Have i caused brain damage? Is it anxiety? Other details: I am on a small dose of seizure meds for mild seizures i used to have. Im an id**t i know The friend is fine I can still do calculus in school and participate on the same level. No short term memory loss My absolute biggest fear is brain damage. Idk if this is even possible. 1 joint? Furthermore, in the past i have convinced myself of many problems that did not exist but this time i feel like there is something legit wrong