Everything seems fake i swear something tryin to control my soul at night i can hear voices and feel stuff in my chest i thought i would be ok but it seemed to get worse and it feels like something makes me think up wierd thoughts that i dont wanna think i dont understand why this is happening can someone please help me to understand this i might be skitzo and i think everyone is watchinng me at all and making music about me i know people but i have in my head im that guy forever alone and everybody is just a copy of me and im hook to a computer in space i use to have a hard time concentrating but now that i can i hear voices saying that im dead im was so crazy i scrubed the A tattoo on my hand off with sand paper and i it almost got infected do i need to see a doctor or something? this has been going on for like 5 yrs it gets better but i feel like im the reason rap on tv aint that good and i thought my girl was the devil and that i was in heaven and she was the snake trying to send me to hell but no one elese feels anything from her this sh*t is freaking me out
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What you are describing is not just weed, there is something more serious going on with you. You need to see a psychiatrist right away so they can properly diagnose you and get you on the correct medication right away. You also need to go and get that infected wound taken of, go and see a doctor. Good luck.
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Unfortunately, smoking weed can trigger the start of mental illness. I'm sorry to say that it sounds like you might be suffering from schizophrenia. You really need to go see a doctor or psychiatrist so that they can help identify what is causing all this misery for you, and can prescribe the right medications that will take some or all of your weird thoughts away and ease your fears. Don't wait, go now. Try not to use any street drugs as they just make the weird thoughts worse for you. I really hope you're able to seek help asap and that you feel less miserable soon..
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