im not sure where my anxiety has come from. one day it just started coming on eachday. i got diagnosed with epilepsy late on in life and i struggled through school teachers bullied me. i was treated really badly when i was 14 by my bf at that time who was 2 years older than me. and everyday in life people have come down on me hard for not being fast enough and its down to my epilepsy why i slowed up so much. i have been nearly ran over 3 times because of it wondering off. but i really dont know where it began if it was when i was younger going through hard times and just didnt recognise the signs. but now its got to the point where when i go out everyone feels so big and i feel as if i am suffocating amongst them, everyday for the last three years i have had this thing where i dont feel connected with anything it all feels like im dreaming i look in the mirror and i dont recognise myself. i dont feel down i just feel frustrated with things. i get anxious when people even my closest friends want to see me all the time as i want space i dont know ow to deal with things. i stay very focused with it all but walking around feeling like i am in a dream constantly terrifys me, and i am not sure where it all comes from i have been to a counsellor and it feels like they make me believe that bits of my life is where it came from but i dont think it does i think its just because its the only things i can think to blame it on.
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Hi honey! 1st of all I am sending you a HUGE HUG!!
When you have been through trauma it CAN show up at anytime through out your life - it's called Post Traumatic Stress Disorder! i don't know if this is it though! As it was awhile ago, but lets not rule that out! The 1st thing I thought of was Petit mal seizures! When was the last time you had a check up with a neurologist! Also how long have you been on the medication you have been on? What you have to remember is that anti seizure medications stop the over the top electrical stimulation of the brain! So they can also dampen normal activity and impair cognitive function -- things such as attention and concentration, energy level, mood, drive (the will to do things), and mental and motor speed on tests. I would REALLY like you to get another check up and see your neruologist! OK? Good luck and health, and please keep me updated!
When you have been through trauma it CAN show up at anytime through out your life - it's called Post Traumatic Stress Disorder! i don't know if this is it though! As it was awhile ago, but lets not rule that out! The 1st thing I thought of was Petit mal seizures! When was the last time you had a check up with a neurologist! Also how long have you been on the medication you have been on? What you have to remember is that anti seizure medications stop the over the top electrical stimulation of the brain! So they can also dampen normal activity and impair cognitive function -- things such as attention and concentration, energy level, mood, drive (the will to do things), and mental and motor speed on tests. I would REALLY like you to get another check up and see your neruologist! OK? Good luck and health, and please keep me updated!
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