Im 13 and turning 14 this year, I started to have depression around when I was 12, at first it just me feeling sad a lot then I started getting older and it started getting worse I started hatting my body and knew I was ugly I wasnt overwieght and I have model height but my face its ugly..really ugly people tell me im preety but its just lies. My demons started forming they told me i would never be good enoght, i would never be preety.i was worthless. then applying for highschool came around I was rejected by both my highschool. Ive started to fell numb. I dont cry anymore, I just lay there staring at the wall feeling numb. I knew it was my demons but im starting to belive my demons..I dont know what to do please help me...Ive thought about cutting and who knows I might be sooner or later...What should I do?...
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No, to them Im happy. I dont want them to know b/c I know they will never understand. and No I havent talked to a doctor either
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