Hello this is my story, I am 17 and I started smoking weed when I was 15. When I first started smoking everything was fine, I laughed and really enjoyed it. But now every time I smoke I feel REALLY weird I had to stop smoking weed because this feeling was too intense. Since ive stopped smoking everything feels fake and I feel like im literally going insane there will be times where im genuinely scared because of this feeling. Its like im stuck in a "stoned" mindset I can't seem to get my mind off of these thoughts. Sometimes I feel like I cant even talk when im around people and I can hardly hold a conversation with anyone anymore. People have backed off from me and ive lost friends I dont know if they think that im crazy. It's really hard to describe this feeling, some of these thoughts are typical "stoned" thoughts like "how did I get here", "why am I here", when im not thinking about these thoughts my head is just blank. When I look in the mirror it really trips me out I think that im ugly and I cant stand to look at myself. I've talked to one of my close friends about this and he says that im just overthinking things and that I need to relax, I agree with him but I really think that there is something wrong with me, I dont think the way I used to and I think im losing my mind can someone please help me