I don't know how to put this but a few days ago out of nowhere I just started feeling (no offense to anyone) scared of becoming gay, just came to my head and I started freaking out. I am aroused by gay porn but I don't like the men in it, just the male parts like penis and anal. I also like looking up women and transvestikes as well (sorry for spelling). It feels like I've just suddenly lost interest in women but I've never had sex before with anyone. I know it's bad to look on the internet for answers but It's just tearing me apart. I have OCD and alot of anxiety disorders. I tried talking to my mother about it and she just said it could be one of those phases. I'm a late bloomer myself and was thinking could this just be part of growing up into adulthood? I really just want to stay straight, the thought of being gay (once again no offense to homosexual people, I'm not homophobic) just scares me. Could this just be going into adulthood?. Can anyone help? :( Sorry if this is confusing
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Hey buddy i thnk u nevr hd a gal frend... go find a cute gal hav fun wth hr den ull hav ly the gals p***y in ur mind :P
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Don't be so afraid of your thoughts. But I would strongly recommend you start to fill your mind with better thinking. Sexuality has a powerful play over our minds and it takes a man to be responsible about our thoughts. I would suggest you have a look at the post:
homosexual but want to get married and have children.
In that post I have explain in detail what you are going thru and how you can get away from it.
Let me know if it helped.
Martin
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I've been dealing with the same thing sorta since last year (no so much with gay porn) but I watched green lantern and though I was attracted to Ryan Reynolds lmao and after that I kept questioning "am I gay?" even though I've been attracted to women my whole life! don't let it get to you dude, you've probably read this alot but thoughts are just thoughts, when I was searching for answers on how to solve this probably I read a post on a site that said the only way to beat the fear is to accept it, so now whenever I have a thought like that I just go along with it (I still have along way to go though),deep down you know who you really are and what you really want, you'll get it
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First off how old are you? Im guessing mid teens. During your teen years you have all sorts of changes happening as I'm sure Your health teacher has shared with you. So that also means your chemical levels and hormones are all over the place. Your arousal by male genetaila may just be a random occurrence of you going through puberty. I know when I was in my early/ mid teens I too was attracted by male amenities, but I personally am gay and out now so what your going through can only be dealt with by you. your the only one who can know how you feel, maybe your just curious, maybe it's just a phase, maybe you can't accept you might like men. Whatever it is my advice to you is follow your true feelings because whatever they are, how you feel and what you choose will lead you to a life of happiness.
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Apologize for asking how old you are, sometimes reading the title a second time might clear a few things up xd
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