I had abortion on 10/17/08, 3 days after l had found out.I had never thought about it in my life but after my partner of 5yrs had abondoned me with no help for rent/utilities and other bills plus me going to college fulltime and a fulltime job so as to make ends meet, it was my only option. When l told him about it, he never supported me, he told me that doesnot believe in abortion but l can go ahead and do whatever l want, and then walked away.After my abortion l got so depressed, l cried the for every night for a week, l went for conseling of which classes start in Feb. Right now it's 2 weeks but l feel guilty and grief everytim. Sometimes l don't want to go stores coz l come across kids sections and l start feeling guilty or tears start coming in my eyes. l regret everytime for what l did, and also not asking other people may be l would have kept my baby.He's back now and asking me to forgive him for not being there for me,but l want to divorce him. We've been married for 2yrs but 3 yrs of dating.What can l do? Also scared not to have a child again.