I might feel normal for a small second, and than feel lame again and get very depressed. Like I just want someone to tell me this will end soon.
I felt fine Friday morning, than bad again during the day. Than that night I felt a little better after playing basketball and watching some movies with my roommate.
When I woke up Saturday morning, I was hoping I would feel back to normal and I did not. I decided its best to get out, and I went on a hike with my friends. The first part of the hike my mind was still messing with me, but right in the middle when we sat down I felt clear again. On the way back I started feeling down again like I will never be ok because I could still feel my heart beating kind of fast and I felt weak.
Right now while I’m writing this I still feel kind of weak and shaky, and not completely the same, and sad about it.
Side notes: I just started college a month ago, and have only smoke like twice. I took a dab of oil one of my first nights here and it was the same experience but worse. The next day I felt shitty until I played basketball and than the rest of the day was ok and I was fine after. I’m in a new part of the state and there are a lot of changes going on for me right now. Could that be apart of the psychological problem? I feel like I understand what’s happening but at the same time I’m worried and I don’t know when this will stop.
I just want to know if and when this will stop, and What i can do to help it stop.
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I have felt this for like 3 days now, but i most say it feels a little better each day.
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