So in about 8th grade I started to get really nervous every time my stomach growled because I was hungry. I always tried to eat a lot just so it didn't happen but eventually the anxiety caused the stomach noises not hunger. I didn't want anyone to hear and laugh at me (it has happened before). I just wanted to leave and never go back to class. I hated being in a quiet classroom. I know this probably sounds dumb but it's really affecting my life. So in certain classes I started getting very bad panic attacks and would go to the nurse and end up going home because I would tell her I wasn't feeling well. I went to public schools until I got to highschool. I just couldn't handle the anxiety any more. So for my freshman year I switched to a very small private school (Catholic school). There were 7 people in my class. I was taking Zoloft for the anxiety which helped a lot that year. But my sophomore year sucked. All the anxiety came back I had to sit through church every morning and always took tests outside and I am pretty sure a few of the teachers and staff were really annoyed with me which didnt help. Now I am a Junior and I am doing online school. I really like it. But now I have to do aims testing and the anxiety is back. I've googled things I can do to calm myself down when I am feeling anxious but nothing helps. It has taken over my life. My mom thinks it is social anxiety but I dont think that is really it. I have friends and I am fine going out and doing stuff and being social. I just don't know what to do. I have read a lot about other people who have this problem so if you have had this or still do, what do you do to help it?
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