Please help me, i dont know whats going on :(?..Alrightt, so. About 3 weeks ago i smoked a joint full of a really trippy strain (amnesia haze) and that day i felt really weird. I thought the next day everything was going to be ok, but i was wrong.. i had random moments since then where i'd get really confused and I wouldnt know whats going on, its like i was tripping the **** out again, it'd last about 5 seconds. after that happened i'd got through a long panic attack and i wouldnt know how to handle it.. I went to the hospital one night beacause my mom had noticed i was freaking out (legs shaking & hyperventilating) and basically the i couldnt tell the doctors about pot beacause i was with my mom. but they said i was just getting panic attacks and they'll eventually go and that its common for teenagers. Then 3 days later, i got another ''fit'' when i was walking home, so i went to the GP about it without my mom, and i told them the truth.. they said i need to go to a phycologist.. but ive been waiting for him to call me back with the phycologists number, and i really cant wait because ever since, ive been getting sudden moments when i forget where i am, and how i got there.. Its really scary, and then i think that this is all a dream, or its all a part of my imagination.. i also question whats going on around me, like how we see everything around us yet we cant even see ourselves.. I feel i have to remind myself who i am by looking in the mirror, and sometimes it not as reassuring as id like it to be.. i also feel like I'm watching all of this happen, like I'm watching a movie... All of this is really scary, and i don't know what to do.. Is this depersonalization? Is there anything i can do to help myself.. by the way i'm 15.. please please help, i'm really worried and i dont know what to do
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Negative reactions to marijuana can happen. It's happened to me. Different people have different reactions. After doing too much pot one time, I had a severe panic attack. I felt very disoriented and my thoughts were racing at a 100 miles per hour. I felt better later that night, but had some recurring episodes. Just like your situation, the panic/fear would come back to me. Usually at nighttime, when I was dreaming, I would feel 'weird' and disoriented. This eventually went away, and I think it will with you too. Breathing exercises can help to relax you as will listening to music. Getting outside and taking walks. Also, if you're going thru a period where you're panicking or getting scared, try to get your mind off it and focus on other things. For me, i would think about movies I've seen or books I"ve read and go over the plot of the movie to get my mind off what happened. Or you can try thinking about positive experiences you've had, good times with friends etc. Don't worry, this will pass!!!!! I've been there. Hope this helps!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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