Long story short, smoked some weed 1 year and 3 months ago, brain fog ever since.  What i mean by brain fog is "losing train of thought easily, trouble concentrating, trouble focusing, slowness of thought, and pretty much the inability to think".  I just cant think well at all right now.  And what i mean by "think" is just that...think.  When it was at its worst (the day after my consumption of the weed), i was quite literally retarded.  My mind just felt like it was completely taken away from me.  It felt like it had been seeped dry of all its fuel and was running completely empty.  The "fog" has definitely lessened (and quite significantly, i'd say), but there are still obvious cognitive deficits.  They're noticeable and they're as infuriating as ever.

i dont know, it'd be wonderful if a doctor, just one, in this world knew a single f*****g thing about what happened to me.  because up until now the medical community has been utterly useless to me.  no one has a clue as to what happened to me.  maybe i should just accept the fact that i'll never know what happened to me.  idk.  just hoping i, someday, get some answers.  that's what this post is.  i dont even know why im wasting my time posting it.