I NEED HELP. but have not sought out for it yet, i think this is the first step. i have been suffering from bulimia for years now its been on going since i was sixteen and a junior in high school i am now 23. this past year and a half it has gotten worse more of an addiction before it was on and off now its extreme anything i put in my mouth and swallow will be thrown up this past monday i have felt numbness in my left arm and it has worsen to numbness in my face and just today i have lost some sight in my left eye. this is sign of a stroke, bell's posey, or stress..im so messed up and terrified i do not know what it is does this have a connection to my eating disorder? i have no health insurance..and im scared this is just in my head but my co-workers noticed my facial expressions and says it is not normal. is this all my fault because of my eating disorder i know it may be too late but since monday i have eaten healthy and normal without throwing up even though i really want to the symptoms im feeling has not passed please help does this have any relation to my eating disorder? :$