Hello,
I am really really insecure about my breasts, they are so small. Its getting to the point where i dont want to do anything such as go out for the night with my partner because of other girls. I dont want to go on holiday, especially a hot country where i would have to wear a bikini and other girls will be but they will be filling their bikini top. I avoid watching movies/programs and going to the cinema as im scared there will be a sex scene or a girl pair of breasts showing. by the way i live with my boyfriend and its ruining our relationship, i dont like taking my top off during sex or ever neither my bra. we have to have sex in the dark and never during the day as im so insecure. i get so wound up and pissed off if my bf see's anything sexual. i get so tearful everyday and down and i just hate myself, its even got to the point now that i dnt even want sex coz i dont feel sexy enough. i have suidide thoughts and i just keep wanting to buy silicone and do the operation myself, its really doing my head in and i cant take it anymore i just hate myself.
if any1 no anything about this plz reply!
plus i went to my doctors today but she is c**p. I gave a a bit of paper expressing how i feel and what i have just wrote here and at the end of the bit of paper it said about me doing the op myself and that i have suiside thoughts, She didnt even read it, she just photocopied it and put it on her system and said somthing about waititng a couple of weeks or somthing, she never really explained. Isit wrong that she didnt read it all? oh and plus when there is a sex scene or i do see boobs infront of my partner, i feel faint and my heart races, i get sweaty and shorntess of breath

be good t hear from someone xx