About a month ago i was smoking pot and had my first bad trip. I've smoked occasionally for the past year or two but i have never experienced anything like this. I thought I was in another dimension and had an overwhelming feeling that I was stuck there. I had a panic attack because of this and was yelling to my friend to help "get me out". I was told that this happens and that it is only temporary and I eventually fell asleep. I woke up and I was a lot calmer but i still felt detached from reality. I found "depersonification" and "derealization" on wikipedia and they described exactly what i felt. Overall the worst part lasted for a couple days but some friends said it had happened to them before to and that i'd pull through. However that was a month ago and i'm still feeling pretty funky. I still have a random smaller panic attacks especially when i'm trying to sleep and especially when i think about it. I've read some opinions that this is experienceing an "open mind" but i'm not sure if i like this. Things seem strange and surreal and although i can mostly function throughout the day, i still feel like there is a real problem with me. I cant stop thinking about death and life in general and this is giving me even more anxiety. I'm a fairly responsible person and i have things i want to get done in my life but i fear that this is interferring. I'm thinking about getting help but i dont know if i am overreacting or if this will wear off. Its been over a month and this seems like a long time. I dont know if anyone has experienced this and like me did not enjoy it. I'm tired of it and just want things to go back to normal. any help would be appreciated. . .
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Weed loses all your motivation .I had to give it up to follow my career in Law enforcement (police) ironically. Give it up before it takes a hold of you .Don't turn out like so many people I know .They are in the stage where they can't feel normal without weed .If you must continue using it , use it for moments to distress , relax or calm down . Never get to the point where you are doing becasue you need it .See a doctor if your problems persist .Stay strong.
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There's just no other way around it, you smoked something that was laced. What you're explaining sounds exactly like a bad DMT (or maybe even lsd) trip. Either one is sometimes mixed with MJ. What you went through has nothing to do with pot, I can assure you.
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