diapered on meth

Personally, I get the constant feeling that I need to pee or am about to pee or are already peeing while on Meth(usually a couple of hours elapses after smoking before I start feeling this way).  Diapers are a means for me to feel more comfortable while high, I don't constantly worry about pissing my pants.  I also happen to enjoy wearing diapers anyways, so it works out for me.  I've worn them while rolling on x, and smoking pot as well.  Never had an opportunity to trip on acid while diapered, but I'd like to experience it once or twice.

I love wetting My diaper after smoking meth I really get into porn as well I’m really turned on by the experience. Next want to do it while on some x. But high on meth I can masturbate for like 12 hours awesome feeling.

When I blow clouds, I like to put on some lacy panties and use some panty liners. Other times, I'll try and squeeze my crystal penis with a tight and spiky, silicone cockring. Sometimes I wear a male chastity cage. I like porn and old school magazines when I'm twacking. I'll also use lube and butt plugs and excite my prostate. I try for p-gasms. I'm straight too and when I do speed, I'll have mmf fantasies and become fixated on how another man's penis looks and feels as I fantasize about being submissive and dominant too. I've barely pre-cummed after smoking alone. It has happened and it's the most holy feeling in the world. I liken it to a think-gasm. I like to use wet wipes to keep any pee clean. After a while, I enjoy using a glass dildo vigorously. It's all such a tease though. My ultimate goal is to have a fellow's penis nudging inside me while a naked girl pets my soft penis, licking it like a clitoris. Then, take a Viagra and cum several times in both the girl and the chap over many hours. That's just the tip of the iceberg. I get lulled by perversions and fantasies. These are a few.

Nice to see this..I always was kinky and had a thing for diapers... masculine gay male here...when I did meth the first time it was uncontrollable...I immediately had to get some Pull-ups since I thought those would fit best...now a few years later..I typically like GoodNnites for adolescent bedwetters...I have no desire to wear any diapers that don't have prints on them..or are for adults...I like the part of knowing I am in a diaper and thinking about it....the feel of it...can anyone see it? Although I am more comfortable now than I was....part of the fun is when someone sees by accident in a bathroom or gay bar (extra careful in a regular public bathroom that no one sees) and you know they saw it....do you confess "yes....I am wearing Goodnites/Pull-Ups, whatever...". One time had a young big (chubby) guy in a truck want me to suck his penis....I had a diaper on but though it would be okay...just suck him off....but he ended up trying to grab my penis and saw my diaper....he got into it and was very verbal....making me suck him off and commenting on me being in diapers...he was very rough when spanking me that I had to tell him it hurt....even through the diaper....but it's anezperience I will always rember.

I sucked him off and I look maybe 20s (a little older than I look) and he was this masculine Latin guy in his early 20s... I left feeling totally used and embarrassed and satisfied...still in diapers.

Now, I've been smoking meth and my Penis is driving me crazy as well as my anus...and I. Not wearing a diaper...penis seems to be leaking.

Gotta get going to get some Goodnites....I wear size L and I don't see myself these days ever not wearing them. Glad I am not alone...Stay wet boys!