Do My Husband Really Understand?

I'm Sorry I didn't mean to sound bad. The sex that I had with him was before my husband and I got married. I haven't since then. Although I would love to I haven't. I love you so much because you tell it like it is. I just love this man but I'm not going to have sex with him we both understand that. we just talk and never see each other. because if i see him then I might so I don't. please forgive me for being so bad earlier.

OF course! I REALLY understand your need though, I just didn't want you going into this with "Child like innocence" if that makes sense!? You know how it is, when you've had enough of your marriage and relationship, and all you can think about is past relationships and how "great they were" yet you forget about all the crappy bitS!!! XD Through many years of my marriage I have thought of a past love of mine! And the thought of him has helped me get through some REALLY bad times! I even tried to get a hold of him once, I was SO close to calling him but my heart was beating so fast I couldn't do it! I thought I was going to pass out! So like I said, I TOTALLY understand that need to reach out and to be cared for and heard! Yeah it's probably not a good idea to go and meet up with him! ;-) Not at the moment anyway, you will know if it's right or not!