umm not sure of how do say whats been going on but last night i was out late around 1 am walking down a road and saw a car pulled at the end of it. i saw it was on with a person in it but as soon as i get near the end of the road it completely disappear and i didn't hear the person start the car and go but i was only ten steps away from it. the only reason why i know i saw it was because i kept my eyes on it from the top of the road till ten steps before it, looked down for one second then looked back up and it was gone.
also a couple of days ago i saw a cat sitting on a drive way for a about a minuet but i blinked and then it was gone completely gone.
and on boxing day i saw a hobo standing on a path drinking a can of what ever. as i was walking towards him and as i passed him he said "cheers" and then i turned around to say it back.he was gone. this time i was only one step in front of him so i would have know if he had moved or walked away. the have been tones of these kinds of things going on for about 7 months now . ive seen skips filled with rubbishsh completely disappeare in a blink of an eye and thing that look like they are from horror movies disappearre and then reappearre.
also i suffereded from clinical depression twice that i know of but my parents just thought it was normal behaviourand was untreaded for it. when i was 9 for 2 year then again at 14 for 2 year. but looking back at both of them, its like it was in a cycle were i feel like sh!t and suicidal for 12 months then it gets littlel bit better for 8-12 months but then i get too stressed out and then go fuc* it all, then feel like im on top of the world for another 12 months and after that i cant feel anythingin at allfor another 12 months, like im not really here like im not connected to my body, friends, family or anything till i get depressed again. also im not to sure whether i was depressed at the age of 5 cause after all the thing that go on in the depression its hard remederer even the little things now.
the has been a family histroy of depression aswel and at the moment im 17 (and im dyslexic( it has nothing to with intelligences (or the things that i'v ebeen seeing)just so you know cause it anception) but anyways if you could help it would mean the world to me.thanks
also a couple of days ago i saw a cat sitting on a drive way for a about a minuet but i blinked and then it was gone completely gone.
and on boxing day i saw a hobo standing on a path drinking a can of what ever. as i was walking towards him and as i passed him he said "cheers" and then i turned around to say it back.he was gone. this time i was only one step in front of him so i would have know if he had moved or walked away. the have been tones of these kinds of things going on for about 7 months now . ive seen skips filled with rubbishsh completely disappeare in a blink of an eye and thing that look like they are from horror movies disappearre and then reappearre.
also i suffereded from clinical depression twice that i know of but my parents just thought it was normal behaviourand was untreaded for it. when i was 9 for 2 year then again at 14 for 2 year. but looking back at both of them, its like it was in a cycle were i feel like sh!t and suicidal for 12 months then it gets littlel bit better for 8-12 months but then i get too stressed out and then go fuc* it all, then feel like im on top of the world for another 12 months and after that i cant feel anythingin at allfor another 12 months, like im not really here like im not connected to my body, friends, family or anything till i get depressed again. also im not to sure whether i was depressed at the age of 5 cause after all the thing that go on in the depression its hard remederer even the little things now.
the has been a family histroy of depression aswel and at the moment im 17 (and im dyslexic( it has nothing to with intelligences (or the things that i'v ebeen seeing)just so you know cause it anception) but anyways if you could help it would mean the world to me.thanks
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Seriously you need to see a pshychiatrist quickly you sound like you have a cross between bipolar and schizophrenia you need help my friend. Go to the Mental Health Unit in the hospital and explain what is happening to you they will get you help quickly before you slip off the edge and become completely dilusional and end up living your life in the mental ward.. Get help now before it's too late..
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I am with spidey you need help fast. I have bipolar and every 3 yrs. i have a laps. With stress it doesn't help bipolar people. Try to find a way to relax get ride of the stress. But see a doctor hun. I'm 24 and was diagnosted bipolar 1 and 2 at 16 so i got this down,
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