I was wondering if anyone else feels like they are losing control? I am 54 yrs. old. I am a busy woman with (thankfully) no real problems. My husband of 34 years is loving and we are happy. We are by no means rich or even a little well off, but we make it financially by hard work and managing. My concern is the past few years my emotions are nuts! If I don't take my anti-depressant (which causes sexual disfunction, and yes I've tried them all!) I want to cry, life does not seem important, I just go through the motions. Sometimes (most of the time lately) I have no patience with people. When I watch tv, it reminds me that EVERYTHING revolves around young people. I feel insignificant. I take out my frustrations on my husband by being grouchy and not very nice to be around. My periods are about every 3 to 6 months. Last month it was so heavy, I overflowed onto my slacks several times. Finally after about 10 days it stopped. I don't feel like smiling anymore. I want to come home and lay on the couch. Sleep seems like the only way to get any relief. I am SO anxious! I feel like a bundle of nerves. Is there anyone out there who feels like me? I want to live the rest of my life happy!!!!! I have no reason not to. Anyone with similar feelings and have you an answer?? Thanks so much!!