Hey guys. I thought I would share my story in hopes you can relate and find peace. At the age of 22 I have slept with 20+ people, most of them unprotected and under the influence of alcohol. I never worried about stds at all and never seemed to experience a problem. However, during my last pap test I got a call that I had a inconclusive result. I freaked out for about 9 days as my doctor was on summer holidays. During this period I noticed a dark purple spot on my vulva that I never thought anything of other than a grown hair. As the stress progressed, I tore it apart with tweezers and it spread into what looked like warts. I spent my life searching HPV wouldn't speak to my boyfriend and having so much stress I missed my period, took multiple pregnancy tests and fully convinced myself I was pregnant.After praying on my hands and knees, I finally went to the doctor to find out that the WARTS were not the reason for the inconclusive result but a inconclusive Chlamydia result.! He burned off the warts and made me take a pee test. There I waited. While waiting, I became extremely stressed out to the point I started hallucinating Herpes and had to leave work on multiple occasions crying all the way home. I inspected my genitals day in and day out, waiting for more things to appear. I made emergency doctors appointments to have him check everything over and over. The chlamydia result came back inconclusive again so he gave me the antibiotics to cure it anyways.My boyfriend had barely heard from me in weeks and was going crazy himself. So I blamed him for giving me both infections as I had only slept with one other guy who I assumed was clean a month prior. Very shady of me! He quickly went and got tested. During the wait period I realized I had never had blood work done and continued to search on the internet for every detail of every STD alive. My boyfriends results came back negative across the board. After this, I convinced myself I had HIV and couldn't eat due to anxiety. I then got chronic Diarreah. After not eating at all for 2 or 3 days I developed a severe migraine, eye pain, night sweats, fever and so on. I then believed I had HIV. The stress was so bad that I went to work and full on got oral thrushing all over my tongue and started to ball my eyes out planning my dealth, who would watch my dog and how scared I was to die and miss my whole family. Me and my best friend rushed to the walk in for blood work, and the nurse told me I did not have it. I didn't believe her because my nail was also infected from a gel nail and I had a skin rash ( exzema always had it). I continued reading the chances of getting it. The next day I developed gum rawing and believed my pimples were the rash. I dropped from 125-119 pounds from not eating in 2 days and realized my body was disingrating. I then had a anxiety attak at work and almost had to leave to check myself into the ER. No Joke. I made all these promises to God and begged him but knew I was done. The phone rang and the nurse said you have normal blood work and it is all negative. I hit the ground crying because the last month and a half of my life almost killed me.My Message here is that, for the people who have not been promiscuous DONT BE. Never and I mean Never have sex without a condom until your married. I didn't understand why people warned us as kids and now I do. People can have a STI show no symptoms and give it to you. It will never be worth the risk. For people who think they have it take a deep breathe and remember that the power of the mind is so powerful it can produce ALL psychical Symptoms. The chances of HIV are 0.008 for girls and 0.004 for men. That's having sex with a HIV positive person 1250 times and being infected once. Relax and get the blood work done and have faith. If you do have it your life is not over, and many people who have experienced this realize that the stigma is not real.XoXo