I'm 20, I'm a woman and I'm developing into an exhibitionist. I'm very flat, not completely but still, but my nipples are large and for a long time I was satisfied with having them show through my clothes because I thought that way people saw I had at least that: nipples. At the beginning I didn't do all that thinking I was just eager have them show and the harder they were and the larger they grew over the years the better I felt. When it was clear that I wasn't going to get proper breasts that's when it seemed to me that by showing my nipples I was compensating of some sort. Weirdly enough I was left alone by everyone but I also never dated. Last year I had to undress in public, I was hiking with a couple of friends and it had been raining and we needed ot change into dry clothes. We were all girls and we undressed freely in front of each other and one of my friends made a remark about how the two of them for once were going to be braless like me, because they didn't have a spare bra, but that they wouldn't of course be able to compete with my nips, and then we actually started talking about what it was like to have a chest like mine and whether I had ever considered wearing padded bras in order to make believe I had breasts or at least to hide my nipples. All of a sudden I was getting aroused and I decided to pretend not to have another t-shirt and that I had to stay topless if I didn't want to put the wet one back on. Afterwards we were talking a lot about how our breasts had developed and, again, how I had dealt with mine. I pretended not to like my body, but of course I was fishing for compliments and they told me they actually thought I was looking very sexy and we also talked a lot about nipple erections and how they thought they wouldn't be able to live with mine. When my nipples had gone back to soft they hung down as usual and my friends understood eventually that usually under my clothes they were folded down and that that was the reason why they appeared to be so big and again they were asking questions whether it hurt when they were folded like that and if I preferred them to be hard or soft. I tried no to show it but all of that made me become extremely aroused and from that day on I looked for occasions to get topless in public. After only a few months it became really compulsive. This summer I shocked a lot of people by undressing in all kind of public places, in public toilets, pretending to pluck out hairs around my nipples, sunbathing topless were it's not allowed, hiking topless as a matter of fact, opening the door topless, to strangers or to friends which I invite over and in front of who I pretend no to be ready etc. I still have no boyfriend, never had sex, and I start to feel that this showing off my chest could replace it all. At night I always masturbate thinking back on everything I did during the day and I don't feel the need to be with someone. I don't know if anyone can relate to this. I feel I could need help.
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