How do I get rid of all sexual stuff for now?

Hello,

I'm going to be completely honest. I'm 19 years old guy. I watch some porn and masturbate. It feels great while doing it but after finishing, I really feel very bad. This is going for 2+ years now.

I tried to quit porn and masturbation but I fail within a week or max 10 days.

Not only that, but when I watch porn or masturbate, I face very bad luck or get in fight for no reason. Some say it's myth, but I don't feel like it's myth. Late night I masturbate and next day I get scolding from teacher or parents for no reason, lose or break something, get banned from forum..etc..All sort of bad mojo is happening to me. I also got some pimple and then ance.. It's completely ruining my life.

So, I've decided to put a full stop to all pornography and live life happily going out, studying, playing etc. I'm straight but I'm not in to any relationship as I find sex gross and eww,,,messed up sh*t. Sorry, I feel like that.

Can anybody help me out or provide some good tips on getting rid of both porn and masturbation?

Thank you,

Dmeadows

(I'm new here and I'm not 100% sure whether this is right sub-forum to post this. If it's wrong, please move, thank you.)

Hi dmeadows, I agree with yoy that ditching the porn is a great idea. Porn distorts your idea of what sex is. Others might disagree with me hut I think porn is harmful, especially for teens, but for anyone really. But masturbation is entirely normal and natural. Almost everyone.does it. It is a great way to learn about your body, to fulfill your sexual desires in a healthy way if you are single and just to generally feel great. It is a way of valuing yourself. Masturbation does not bring bad luck. Any bad luck is just a coincidence. Trying to stop yourself from masturbating will just make you feel worse about it and stressed about it, driving you to do it more. It is important to feel ok about it. It's normal. It's not bad, nit shameful and not a sin. Enjoy it, without the porn if you can. And it is easy to see why you think sex is crazy, messed up weird s#*t. If you stop to think about sex its pretty funny. "You mean you put that in there?", eewww, gross! "You do what with your mouth?" That's sick! But in reality sex is amazing when you are with someone you love. Please don't write sex off just yet. A wonderful sex life is a true blessing in a loving relationship. Your sexuality is a healthy part of you. Embrace it and enjoy it, but do it responsibly. All the best.