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How do I know if i'm close to the edge?

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how do i know if I'm close to the edge. I'm tired of defending my kid sister after she dileberatly pisses my parents off. Everytime I defend her she thanks me by calling me a b***h and telling me to get lost. I can't stand this. My head is killing me. The thought of leaving my room scares me because at least here I'm safe. But the walls are too thin and when a new fight starts I keep telling myself 'just leave alone. She deserves it. She''ll learn eventually". But I know she won't. She never learns. Because of her I have to be the adult. Because of my brother I can't hang out with my friends. Because of my mom I have to relive everything I try so hard to forget. Because of my dad I have to be brave. Crying isn't an option. It means I'm weak and I hate being weak. I'm just a kid why do i have to be the adult. sh*t my head is killing me. I want to run and never stop but I'm afraid of getting lost on the way.

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bluedog114369

I knkow that you are doing really badly right now but I can tell you that you are feeling really bad and things will change. I promise you that if you hold out and stop worrying about people but yourself that you will do fine. Don't try to step in for your little sister anymore because she just sounds like she's trying to get attention. And you're not getting thanks for that anyway.

Also, you can cry. There's no such thing as a strong person who never cries. If you don't let your emotions out, they can really damage you, so cry when you need to, even if you have to do it in secret.

Is there a counselor at school you can talk to? I think that would be a really good option for you. Please let us know and keep us updated on how you're doing.
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