Hi, my names  Michelle I'm 18 and I don't know what's wrong with me I don't know how to explain it and I don't want to tell any of my friends because I literally sound crazy. First off, I don't feel anything but emptiness anger hate and feeling bad for myself. I somehow realized that I stopped caring about anything if someone got hurt, is having problems, or died or whatever the case is I act like I care because I know that's how I could hold on to the humanity that I had before even if it's an act but the truth is I don't feel any love, care or any of those warm feelings towards people, not my family or anyone. When I'm angry I just go off on my mom but she pushes me and I'm not talking about any basic mom problems. My dad died when I was 5 and ever since I lost my mom too. This person doesn't care about me she isn't my mother, she treats my sister way better than me but because my sister is always obeying her and I refuse that because I HATE HER and ik I should but I just do, she says the worst thing a person could say not just to their daughter but in general, she says things that she shouldn't be saying to her daughter. Anyways I care about myself and that's why I came for help because I know to be what I want to be I need to care oh and did I mention the boy that basically turned me into a robot?