I've been giving myself anal penetration for decades and I love it. Started when I was a kid, always wanted to put things in my butt. Had a girlfriend who loved to watch. Things got bigger and bigger, I'm a stretcher you could say. I thought I might be gay or bi, truth is, I'm fine with being gay or bi or straight, don't bother me in the slightest if I am bit 'm quite certain I'm not.
I watch gay porn and sissy porn, shemale, etc...AND I'm happily married. Love women, not attracted to men, except big penises. I love them. Very happy with my practices. I love fantasizing about receiving anal sex and satisfying my very active sex drive.
I'd say get yourself some good quality toys and learn to go slow, starting small and working your way to bigger if that's what you want. Use good lube. I just recently started using Crisco and silicone lube together. works great.
The most important thing is to not beat yourself up about it. Everyone is into something they won't tell anyone about. Let yourself have your pleasures. Be safe and enjoy your life. You have no idea what the other dudes you know are into.
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To explain you my situation, I feel attracted to girls too, not boys at all. But the fantasy of being abused by a man and having anal/rectal stimulation (with a toy) is just too good to be true. I have tried the real thing a couple times with a couple friends, but even when the situational emotion is exiting, the stimulation and length of time I get from my toy is incomparable (it's an average size, but perfect rigidity/flexibility and hours of fun). Currently I have a GF (live with her) who doesn't know anything (I am sure she wouldn't take it kindly) and this quarantine situation is driving me a little crazy. As you, I've thought of leaving this conduct to aside (given it's just an hedonistic habit that may take several hours of life), but the pleasure and happiness I get from it is just too big to forget (I've stopped for months).
If you have any update on how you're doing and any other experiences' advice, I'm glad to read it.
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I have seen a therapist and it did help a lot. I advise that , if you want to stop, you get professional help. Understand though that it will still require commitment on your end. I am not sure if stopping is possible, but less often is definitely attainable.
The therapist helped me identified other additions too. One of which was food. If you do a self examination, you will probably find out you have other addictions at different levels. The idea is to find the root cause. Treatment of the cause will help reduce the addiction and maybe even help you stop it.
Good luck to all ! Stay well ! Be safe when enjoying anal sex :)
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To be honest I had that problem. You just have to stop watching porn and masturbating. The more you waThx and jack the more you get bored and try to find things that help arouse you more.
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To be honest I had that problem. You just have to stop watching porn and masturbating. The more you waThx and jack the more you get bored and try to find things that help arouse you more.
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