Hi I'm 12 and I've been haveing some odd problems lately i do art I have been doing it for the past year or so and I went to a art class I had been to previous ones and I was starting this new one at church she was pretty nice I don't know what it was maybeworking on different techniques but I had painted good I was terrible at this class my art was terrible true i was the best one but the rest were kids who have only drawn for around 5 months to kids who are 7 and are doing this for no reason and now I can't draw my confidence in art has dropped alot I can't draw and part of my life is to be as unique as I can be completely being myself I have been thinking that I'm not unique lately that I'm just something regular that bothers me alot I feel like I lost a big chunk of me I don't feel unique because I'm like and I'm feeling very lonely and I've been crying more then I have since I was 5 I rarely ever cry but the past 7 months have been very complicated I feel like I have terrible reasons to be this deppressed I had nightmares for a long time there very vivid I think they started when I was around 4 or 5 I'm very paranoid I haven't slapped in my room because of wether events recently in about 2 months and I feel like I have no reason to be sad or have anything wrong millions of people have it worse i am beggining to hate the way I act to its not just me it's the way I act on the outside I hate it that my family thinks they know me when they really don't I feel odd my life's all around pretty nice it's just I'm so deppressed and I don't know why my life was art for a long time and now I can't do it I feel like I won't ever accomplish anything help please anything would help I'm desperate