Please Help!
I have smoked skunk for a while, im 25 now. have been on and off smoking since i was about 14.
At the start things wasn't so bad, I had fun with my friends laughing and messing around. Now I smoke and go into a secluded state where i trip out and think if people know i'm tripping out. To the extent that I will second judge myself on wheather they think I am being rude but just doing my thing. I answer questions, but very quickly and avoid any other contact.
Example: Family Guy. Hilariously funny right.... I love it. When I watch with some friends (Stoned) I seem to get into the thought that somehow they are talking about me and i don't get it so i must look dumb and silly, my friends say things that makes me beleive this also.
Am I just convicing myself that I have something wrong with me. Family Guy then turns into a nightmare that I would rather not watch again whilst smoking "with other people"
for this reason i shut myself off from the world and find comfort in my music. but find when making music whilst smoking weed i think what people whould like to hear and then f**k the whole creative process up.
I know i have to stop smoking weed and i am going to right now but what i don't understand is why this is beggining to happen even when i am not smoking weed. Is there a time that things will be ok or have i done some permenant damage to my brain?
I am on the verge of going to a mental hospital for them to check me out. I feel like a psycho even thinking about it all.
Things are pretty uncool, so if someone could write back that would be nice. Does anyone else have these kind of experiences? Please Help me
I have smoked skunk for a while, im 25 now. have been on and off smoking since i was about 14.
At the start things wasn't so bad, I had fun with my friends laughing and messing around. Now I smoke and go into a secluded state where i trip out and think if people know i'm tripping out. To the extent that I will second judge myself on wheather they think I am being rude but just doing my thing. I answer questions, but very quickly and avoid any other contact.
Example: Family Guy. Hilariously funny right.... I love it. When I watch with some friends (Stoned) I seem to get into the thought that somehow they are talking about me and i don't get it so i must look dumb and silly, my friends say things that makes me beleive this also.
Am I just convicing myself that I have something wrong with me. Family Guy then turns into a nightmare that I would rather not watch again whilst smoking "with other people"
for this reason i shut myself off from the world and find comfort in my music. but find when making music whilst smoking weed i think what people whould like to hear and then f**k the whole creative process up.
I know i have to stop smoking weed and i am going to right now but what i don't understand is why this is beggining to happen even when i am not smoking weed. Is there a time that things will be ok or have i done some permenant damage to my brain?
I am on the verge of going to a mental hospital for them to check me out. I feel like a psycho even thinking about it all.
Things are pretty uncool, so if someone could write back that would be nice. Does anyone else have these kind of experiences? Please Help me
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Dude, I have the exact same feeling sometimes. I haven't smoked as much as you or as long, but I smoked heavily for 2 years. I used to be super-inspired while I was high. I thought it was the magic cure-all for my writer's block. I could get so inspired while playing music and making beats, but it got to the point where I felt UNinspired. My advice: quit. The longer you wait the more of your life you are flushing down the drain. I wish I had never smoked, but I am grateful it was only for the time that it was. Good luck my friend.
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Oh my god, I get the same Feeling. Even when I'm not high I feel Like I am. Like I messed my brain up for life.. I don't know what it is.
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