this is a reply to something but it was a old post and i want some opinions the old post is (Quit Smoking Weed, Now Big Time Withdrawal Symptoms)
PLZ READ AND TRY TO MAKE SENSE OF IT. ITS 4:00 IN THE MORNING AND I CANT SLEEP BECAUSE THIS....
1. im am 17 now i have been smoking since i was 15. heavily since i was 16 i smoked everyday for about 2 years and i loved every second of it.
2.but one day i had a headache so i took some alive then later that day my friends picked me up and they had some joose. i never drank joose before so i tried it (i only drank beer before and never really liked the hard stuff). then we went to my friends house and smoked a crazy amount of weed and i started to feel the same sh*t u did. a wierd trip. people were lagging.
3.before this day i started to not enjoy weed as much though because of a new kid in the group who would bring shitty weed and i was used to high quality stuff(OG.purple haze.green crack,bubble gum ya know).
4.then i got sick and wasent getting better turned out the alive and joose combo screwed my kidney up. and at this point i decided i was done with everything its been 4 months and i still hang out with my pot head friends some times and the smoke around me but i refuse the sh*t.
5.but the thing is now i am more depressed then before and i have lots of suicide thoughts even though i know i will never go threw with it. its just because i am more alone now and i feel as if my best friends abandoned me and are better now then before even though we still hang out every once and awhile but its weird.(my friends me everything to me and i was always there for them no matter what)
6. the few thing that have helped me is music and bmx. i am very much into hardcore music and poppunk indie and just punk. the bands that helps me the most is The Ghost Inside i feel as if there new album saved my life. same goes to hundredths new album. also the moshing "hardcore dacing is somewhat therapeutic to me. i also listen to alot of Cage, Jawbreaker, Glassjaw, Stick To Your Guns. and many others but yea
7. but yeah i feel the same way as you i have been keeping a journal and writing down a lot of theroriys about life and philosophizes about every thing that are just coming to me.
8. i also feel as if god has a greater purpose for me to.
9.plus when i went to revgen(smokeing weed at this time about 2months or so before i quit) i also started to question weed at this point but continued to smoke until you know. but this is when its stopped being as "fun".
10. i look back a pics of me when i was high and i also look dead inside and just stupid not worth it. especially ones from the day i am tripping its crazy.
i do not regret anything because in the long run it will make me a stronger person and ill be better for it. but i wish that things weren't so extreme with the depression and all but i guess its 2 years of pot smoking biting me in the ass.Quote:
PLZ READ AND TRY TO MAKE SENSE OF IT. ITS 4:00 IN THE MORNING AND I CANT SLEEP BECAUSE THIS....
1. im am 17 now i have been smoking since i was 15. heavily since i was 16 i smoked everyday for about 2 years and i loved every second of it.
2.but one day i had a headache so i took some alive then later that day my friends picked me up and they had some joose. i never drank joose before so i tried it (i only drank beer before and never really liked the hard stuff). then we went to my friends house and smoked a crazy amount of weed and i started to feel the same sh*t u did. a wierd trip. people were lagging.
3.before this day i started to not enjoy weed as much though because of a new kid in the group who would bring shitty weed and i was used to high quality stuff(OG.purple haze.green crack,bubble gum ya know).
4.then i got sick and wasent getting better turned out the alive and joose combo screwed my kidney up. and at this point i decided i was done with everything its been 4 months and i still hang out with my pot head friends some times and the smoke around me but i refuse the sh*t.
5.but the thing is now i am more depressed then before and i have lots of suicide thoughts even though i know i will never go threw with it. its just because i am more alone now and i feel as if my best friends abandoned me and are better now then before even though we still hang out every once and awhile but its weird.(my friends me everything to me and i was always there for them no matter what)
6. the few thing that have helped me is music and bmx. i am very much into hardcore music and poppunk indie and just punk. the bands that helps me the most is The Ghost Inside i feel as if there new album saved my life. same goes to hundredths new album. also the moshing "hardcore dacing is somewhat therapeutic to me. i also listen to alot of Cage, Jawbreaker, Glassjaw, Stick To Your Guns. and many others but yea
7. but yeah i feel the same way as you i have been keeping a journal and writing down a lot of theroriys about life and philosophizes about every thing that are just coming to me.
8. i also feel as if god has a greater purpose for me to.
9.plus when i went to revgen(smokeing weed at this time about 2months or so before i quit) i also started to question weed at this point but continued to smoke until you know. but this is when its stopped being as "fun".
10. i look back a pics of me when i was high and i also look dead inside and just stupid not worth it. especially ones from the day i am tripping its crazy.
i do not regret anything because in the long run it will make me a stronger person and ill be better for it. but i wish that things weren't so extreme with the depression and all but i guess its 2 years of pot smoking biting me in the ass.Quote:
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