I am 26 years old male. I have abused my health in different ways. I am sleep deprived since last 10 years. Due to different issues in life like health,financial, family, emotional etc , I remain upset and feel too much anxiety. Last year in October I did too much masterbation and in result got hit by varicocele , which depressed me even more. Pain of varicocele made me mad. After 3 to 4 months I got better as far as varicocele pain is concern but due to that depression and anxiety a headache in my head and pressure in left side of fore head developed which never go away, now it is again October and I am feeling headache and pressure in left side veins of my fore head, which remains 24 hours a day and I cannot feel my own self . Please any one tell me what the hell is this. Will it leave me ever?