Well basicly all this started in autumn, for some reason or other i found myself in a negative sad mood, like all the time. Its been 4 years since my parents divorce and i supose it only hit me then that i didint belong to any family. I started becoming more and more paranoid and would acuse my friends of not liking me etc. And sometimes i would feel like i dont know what is real and what is a dream. I could not sleep or eat, when i eat i would feel physically sick. after this came a time when i could not feel nothing at all, no hapyness no sadneess just pure nothingness. before i knew it, winter came and my depresion deepened, i hardly spoke to anyone and started to cut myself, i do not remember anything else from those 3 months. 3 months and i cant remember nothing! is this normal? am i really depressed? since then i have stoped cutting, but still either cannot sleep or feel like sleeping all the time, i either eat continually or not eat at all. i do not feel any emotions or i cry for no reason. i sometimes have panick attacks, and still do not remmember what happened in winter. i am begining to stutter when i talk. i am 16 years old, is this just some normal teenage thing?