Too low self-esteem I even believe some people think I'm gay but I'm not I don't have a partner for a long time but mainly is because my situation financially and emotional I believe I'm kind of affected emotionally I don't relate with people that much most of the time I'm alone but when I find myself in public places I feel terrible even believe people judge me wrong and I feel I'm gay but I'm not gay even my family I believe they doubt it since have no girlfriend but is because I don't have well economic situation and I divorced 9 years ago because I cheat on my wife with a beautiful women I'm sure I'm straight but I don't know why sometimes I have this feeling that I'm maybe gay or what is super weird feeling pleae help with any comment or thoughts