Hi my name is Rj and im 19. I recently just got what I think is anxiety, there was just this one day where it just randomly happen, I wasent ever depressed infact I loved my life with every second of it so I thought how could this be anxiety if im not depressed?? It just happen to me like a week after 4th of july and that it kept hittin me in waves, I started to slowly notice on how my emotions just kept gettin drained I feel like i couldnt laughf or injoy life and it just kept gettin worse as soon as I thought I was gettin better it would just hit me in another wave of non happy feelings. I would go to sleep and hopefully I wake up normal again and it would terrify me even more when I didnt and it still does. It really sux not being able to feel the normal injoyments in life, like heres a test a put to I am what u can say a pot head. I would smoke a bowl with my friends and you know just laughf and have a super fun time, but these last couple of days when i was high I wouldnt even beable to laughf or be happy and that what weed does it gives u a different kind of happy then being sober. As soon as I noticed that I wasent laugfing or talking with my friends when we wer high I noticed how bad this can be and it started to give me a real bad trip and a very high anxiety whitch i kept havin alot of negitive thoughts cause i was high and I would scare myself to death. I went from smokin everyday to being sober. I decided im not gonna smoke for awhile or until I get pass this cause this has to be the most scariest feeling I have ever delt with in my life.. I really hope I get through this and become normal again because i will be so thankful to life. I really hope know one ever has to go through the experince I have been goin through it makes life depressing.. I just have been so scared I went to sleep last night hoping I'd feel better today but i didnt, i dont know what to do.. ive been in fear thinkin that im gonna be like this for the rest of my life, ive been lookin up all this anxiety information to see if anyone was goin through the same problems and I have been reading some that I can relate to like this one and it has been makin me feel better because people say they have gottin better when they have gave up all hopes like me.. well I havent gave up all hopes ive been tellin my self mentaly sayin that ima get through this and that it is just a phaze but it doesent really help when u keep wakin up worse :[

So does anyone have any tips or salutions to my problems? I would really appreciate it if someone helps me. anyinfo can help.. for now im goin to try to stay strong.