sometimes i cant sleep because im so scared i mean of everything!i feel so weird and i obsess over dying i have done this for 11 years,also i constantly think about what others think of me even people who are not in my life anymore i feel like i cant move on because of things ive done in my past most people i know ask why i worry so much everything bothers me i am my own worst critic.ive tried meds but became very addicted i had to go to treatment for abusing xanex now im afraid to take anything else please help! :-(