Type 1/Dearlization/laced pot

Hello all, I seen that this blog was about Anxiety. Heh. Well i have a problem on that subject. A few months ago i was diagnosed with type 1 diabetes. Im 17 years old. A few weeks into the diagnosis, I was sitting on the couch and then boom. I felt/seen as if i was looking at myself from across the room. I started to panic and freaked out. I didnt tell my parents just yet, because this isnt the first time it happend. About 5 months ago i smoked some tainted pot. My first time/last time. When i smoked it, about 5 mins later i went all freaky and started running around the house dancing and yelling at my dog. I had no clue what i was doing. I could'nt control myself. After yelling at my dog i froze and everyhting what i did played to me in my mind.. like a movie. Turned out i made 5 sandwhiches, had a conversation with a picture on my wall, yelled my my dog, danced around the house.. without even knowing it. After that i freaked out. Like never before. I tried to put on some classical music on my laptop but whenever i touched my keyboard my fingers felt they were on fire. So i couldent do that. Time went so slow! longest day of my life.. worst day too. This whole time i felt i was viewing myself from 3rd persons point of view. Freaky. But after a few hours it went away. I dint get munchies.. my eyes werent red or glossy. It didnt even seem like i smoked marijuana. But i did. ( Also this tramatic day triggerd my type 1 diabetes. ) Well that the symptoms i have now. Viewing myself from another point of view. But its not only when i get Anxious. It constant. It never goes away now. 2 weeks into my diagnosis i felt like this. Finally i told my parents, they took me to a counciler and they said it was dearlization. Where things aorund you seem fake, like a dream and you view yourself from another prospective. Thats how i feel. I cant enjoy anything. Its harder to focus now too. I didnt get put on meds cause they said i might get over it when i adapt more to my diabetes. And they didnt want me to get addicted to anything. So they told me to wait it out. But i think this wont go away. My mind seems complicated. If i think about something, and want something done. my mind will backfire and it wont do it. ( If that makes sence :S ) You see, In 5th grade i was thinking to myself ( yes i remember ) what if i had to piss every hour.. well after that thought went away. I had to use the restroom. Every other hour i had to use the restroom. Still to this day i have to use the restroom, Only as school. I got checked out for everything, all types of bladder problem.. Nothing. They said it was mental. I agree'd. So i know my mind isnt right. So i know this wont go away on its own. I was taught to breath diffrent ways and go to my 'Happy Place'. That does not work. So if anyone has felt like this please reply and let me know how you delt with it. Any tips or just anything that you think would help i would love to know, This thing is ruining my life.

Thanks

-Joe