Hi people, Im 31, starting smoking weed at 17 and been on the ciggies for 3 years now, ive had to lie to family and friends about my habits, but at the end of the day I really enjoyed it through my 20s. Got through jobs with it, got through uni with it, played high level sport with it, got through relationships with it, its been a part of my life and I accepted it as something I do, whether it did me harm or not, I enjoyed it. I often wonder what my lungs would look like if I could see them through my chest, at 31 years old I can tell you, I can feel it more than ever. For the past few months I have even notices small whistling sounds during my breathing when im sleeping. I have a beautiful gf and an amazing little boy who is not even 2 yet, the time has come for me to quit, cold turkey. Problem is, my personality scares me to thinking I wont be able to do it, its like there is a part of me that says just light one up!, have a cone you only live once, you work hard, enjoy yourself. Its not that I dont know what the right thing to do is, its actually doing it. Tommorow April 1st is hopefully the beggining of a new era for me, a person who has swept his bad habits under the carpet for too long, thinking it wasnt affecting me, that I wouldnt have achieved better things without it, I am in serious need of some WILLPOWER! They say 3 months and you will make it so that is my goal, I have got every reason to go through with this, just hope that I can stop. Stories on this website are good to read, well done to those that have come out the other side, I hope I can join you in 3 months time.
Wez
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