the guy that i have been on / off with for a year and 2 monthes now and i are sexually active..
he is very abusive to me, always yells at me hits me, he even gave me a black eye 2 weeks ago.
i lived with him for a month and just recently he kicked me out of his house.
i am a very beautiful girl and i could have any guy but i choose to stay with this guy because i do not like change and i will be lonley with out him.
i have lost almost 50 pounds since meeting this guy and i am very conserned about my weight now... i am obsessed with losing weight , i barley eat one meal a day i walk everywhere and get a lot of exercise...
i smoke ciggerettes, smoke weed and i do the drug ecstasy.
the reason i feel like i am pregnate is because i am a week late on my period for one. Just starting recently i have been waking up with cramps in my stomach. usually i can wake up and have a ciggerette but i cant now, yesterday i vomited 2 hours after i woke up and today i vomited after my first cigarette. my nipples hurt sometimes but i have not been eating more..
could it just be stress why i am feeling this way??
i am scared to get a pregnancy test because i am scared to get an abortion...
**** ANY ADVICE WILL HELP ****
he is very abusive to me, always yells at me hits me, he even gave me a black eye 2 weeks ago.
i lived with him for a month and just recently he kicked me out of his house.
i am a very beautiful girl and i could have any guy but i choose to stay with this guy because i do not like change and i will be lonley with out him.
i have lost almost 50 pounds since meeting this guy and i am very conserned about my weight now... i am obsessed with losing weight , i barley eat one meal a day i walk everywhere and get a lot of exercise...
i smoke ciggerettes, smoke weed and i do the drug ecstasy.
the reason i feel like i am pregnate is because i am a week late on my period for one. Just starting recently i have been waking up with cramps in my stomach. usually i can wake up and have a ciggerette but i cant now, yesterday i vomited 2 hours after i woke up and today i vomited after my first cigarette. my nipples hurt sometimes but i have not been eating more..
could it just be stress why i am feeling this way??
i am scared to get a pregnancy test because i am scared to get an abortion...
**** ANY ADVICE WILL HELP ****
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OK!!! You have a lot going on here! This pain and nausea could be from him hitting you, it could be from your MAJOR weight loss, it could be from lack of nutrition, smoking, drugs etc. OR it could be because you ARE pregnant!!!!
If you put your head in the sand and don't want to find out if you are pregnant, it WONT go away honey! Obviously the abuse you take and give yourself, is not condusive to bringing a child into that environment! Also if this "Man" And I use that term loosely finds out you are pregnant, he could loose it and really hurt you and the baby! So it is time for you to stand up, and WALK out! You have to value yourself more, and come to a choice about wether or not you would keep the baby and walk away from the such UnHAPPY life you have! IF you are indeed pregnant, you will have to decide wether or not to keep the baby or have an abortion!
This might be the most major decision in your life honey! This baby - IF there is a baby - could make you finally choose to LIVE instead of dying slowly! Because that is what you are doing honey! You are dying slowly, you are allowing this pig to punch you and devestate you in EVERY way! You smoke, you do drugs, you are killing yourself by starving yourself! Obviously you do not love yourself enough to make the right decision, but perhaps loving another - such as your baby - might make you want to LIVE! So go get a test and find out and then decide by yourself or with counselling form Planned Parenthood! Please let me know OK?? Good luck and health honey! And love yourself MORE than this OK?
If you put your head in the sand and don't want to find out if you are pregnant, it WONT go away honey! Obviously the abuse you take and give yourself, is not condusive to bringing a child into that environment! Also if this "Man" And I use that term loosely finds out you are pregnant, he could loose it and really hurt you and the baby! So it is time for you to stand up, and WALK out! You have to value yourself more, and come to a choice about wether or not you would keep the baby and walk away from the such UnHAPPY life you have! IF you are indeed pregnant, you will have to decide wether or not to keep the baby or have an abortion!
This might be the most major decision in your life honey! This baby - IF there is a baby - could make you finally choose to LIVE instead of dying slowly! Because that is what you are doing honey! You are dying slowly, you are allowing this pig to punch you and devestate you in EVERY way! You smoke, you do drugs, you are killing yourself by starving yourself! Obviously you do not love yourself enough to make the right decision, but perhaps loving another - such as your baby - might make you want to LIVE! So go get a test and find out and then decide by yourself or with counselling form Planned Parenthood! Please let me know OK?? Good luck and health honey! And love yourself MORE than this OK?
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I totally agree with what Bambi's said and I don't know if you're still around but I'd like to hear what your reaction is to it. Did you get a pregnancy test or anything? Are you still with your boyfriend? Let me know okay?
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