In january 2007 i smoked weed fr my first time and i got high kinda scared me at first but then i calmed down, my second time i smoke a bit too much fr my second time i got ripped and got scared but just watched a movie and calmed down, then in the morning i woke up feeling not high but my perception of reality was alterd this feeling lasted fr a week till i decide to smoke again.Then i decided to smoke again i got high and i liked it this time but after it wore off i still felt like my perception was altered and i felt disconected from my body.I have smoked a number of times after this i like getting stoned but i still but i have not fellt normal since january and now it's june am i perma stoned or do i have Schizophrenia or somthing please answer i want to know whats wrong with me.