I don't feel liked. I have always been picked on and bullied. I feel gross and fat and ugly. I don't eat anymore (can't) I'm super stressed, I feel like bursting into tears all the time and I don't even know why. I'm terrified of stepping on scales because I'm scared I have gained weight (but I still use my scales 8-10 times a day) because even the smallest gain makes me feel like sh*t. Ahhh. Why is this happening. I'm 16yrs old. I should be fine. There's nothing wrong in my life so why am I falling apart at the seams? :'(