Hey guys and gals.I'm pretty relieved to hear all ye're stories.I'm pretty similar to ye.Its my fourth time in six months being dumped but I still think there's a chance of her coming back.However this time I would love to try and make her laugh with a few fun dates because I think we both need it especially her because I do believe that hard and all as it is for us its tougher for the person suffering with the bi polar.

At the moment to be honest sometimes I find myself questioning my feelings for my gf but I am trying to work it out without her at the moment unfortunately but I really think that the real problem with me is that the rollercoaster ride has me emotionally drained and perhaps my gf too.

I cannot say how much of a relief it is to have you people share here.We are so not alone and TOGETHER WE'RE GONNA frikkin WIN OVER THIS ILLNESS BOTH US AND OUR SPOUSES!!!!