can't get a good feeling without drugs.

This is a question for some specialist. Anyway you just have showed a good will or maybe some kind of good interests to get cleaned at the end. I don’t know what to tell you. You probably have some problem, you’re unsatisfied with your life, with your parents or partner relationships in one word you’re probably unhappy person. Those drugs are made to make you feel high and happy for in there are some substances that affects your brain in manner to providing you a sense of false happiness and that’s how people get addicted. And I must say I never heard an addicted person making such a question-can’t get a good feeling without drugs. And to me it sounds like you’re somehow aware that this good feeling you have while on drugs is not real feeling at all. And I think it is a right time for you to seek some professional help and get a proper treatment such as heroin withdrawal and get a real life. I wish you luck and want you to finally enter the phase of good feeling without using drugs for it is possible trust me. I’m happy all my life despite all the problems I have or I had, anyway I think it has something to do with what you decide –in other words strong will might do a lot regarding your feelings of happiness without using drugs. So you must decide first not to do that anymore and get yourself proper medical treatment.