You got to me!! Your story inspired me to say NO FROM NOW ON!! Do u have a email to keep I touch? Ian truly touched by your story I have 2 boys, 9 and 11 that I love ALOT! I am a functioning addict! But I know that won't be for long!! I need to help my self!! So my kids don't end up heartbroken because of this stupid sh*t!!!! Would love to speak with you some more.... THANK YOU!
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Look people im 34 yrs old and have done cocaine consistantly for 15 years. NOT ONCE NOT ONE TIME EVER I MEAN EVER had an od scare!! Ive done 100 pure blow from peurto rico, st thomas and tucson! Did some 90 percent last night, yes ur heart races, yes u get hot, yes u get fidgity, im telln ya unless u go on a 3 day blow binge ur not gonna die!!! Also my x wife n i would go on 30 hr crack binges yes very risky dont recommend smoking crack but people do it in moderation! Words to live by BE RESPONSIBLE BEING IRRESPONSIBLE!!! Coke is extremely fun of course the proffesio als whoever that may be wont tell u this, yes u can be irritable, sleepy, the next day but who cares! Get a ball of some disco sh*t call couple close friends and enjoy urself!!!
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All this text book propaganda! Im
Sure coke isnt the healthiest a lifestyles but there far worse! The only reason u see all this bad publicity is because of all the cartel killings! Cocaine is 10 billion dollar a year industry, come on people! Dont smoke it, dont bang it, dont buy an oz of pure purivian disco blow and sniff it all in 6 hours and ull be fine!! Know ur limits!! Dont be a show off and u wont die simple as that! Always remember the THE MORE YOU WANT THE LESS YOU GOT SO HOW HIGJ CAN U GO? Buy a
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I had a really bad cocaine experience, I was shooting crack cocaine, didn't really use all that much, but must've been powerful, because as I tried to go to sleep, I couldn't get comfortable, so I kept adjusting the pillow I was sleeping on. All of a sudden I realise that I can't lay back down, I was stuck with like my upper half of my body lifted up off the bed (I was laying face down). My body kept locking up, and my whole side of the bed was drenched, I mean soaked, in my sweat. I had to scream for my wife to come help me, which there was nothing she could help with, you just have to ride that sh*t out and hope you don't have a f*****g heart attack, as your heart feels like it's gonna beat out of your chest. Well, about a half hour later, what seemed like hours, it wore off and I was fine, but Jesus, very f*****g scary. f*****g cocaine...
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I overdosed on cocaine on July 4th, 2000. I was 20 years old. My experience was similar to yours.
I remember doing a huge amount of coke, more than I'd ever before, and talking like crazy. I remember feeling uneasy, jittery, paranoid, and in a dream-like state. I sat down and tried to gain control of myself. I stopped doing lines and thought I'd just wait for it to wear off.
The next thing I know, I wake up soaking wet, lying on a couch. Paramedics are there. I remember nothing. They keep asking my name. I don't know my name, who the people around me are. Nothing.
My heart rate is 250 by the time we reach the ER. My friend tells me I had a seizure, my eyes rolled back, I fell unconscious. They tried dousing me with water. I have no idea how long I was out for, if they checked my breathing, how long they waited before calling 911. Nothing.
Doctors said I had a grand mal seizure and a heart attack. I was very confused for days after. No one wanted to talk to me, tell me, in detail, what had happened. They were all traumatized or scared I'd talk and get them arrested.
That was the last time for me. I was luckier than some, I survived, but there was irreparable damage. I lost years of memories, my childhood, relationships. I struggle with short-term memory loss to this day. I have heart problems.
I know this post is old, but anyone looking up symptoms, experiences, considering doing drugs for the first time or after a bad experience... Just stop. Don't do it. No drug is worth the risk of losing your life or your ability to function.
I remember doing a huge amount of coke, more than I'd ever before, and talking like crazy. I remember feeling uneasy, jittery, paranoid, and in a dream-like state. I sat down and tried to gain control of myself. I stopped doing lines and thought I'd just wait for it to wear off.
The next thing I know, I wake up soaking wet, lying on a couch. Paramedics are there. I remember nothing. They keep asking my name. I don't know my name, who the people around me are. Nothing.
My heart rate is 250 by the time we reach the ER. My friend tells me I had a seizure, my eyes rolled back, I fell unconscious. They tried dousing me with water. I have no idea how long I was out for, if they checked my breathing, how long they waited before calling 911. Nothing.
Doctors said I had a grand mal seizure and a heart attack. I was very confused for days after. No one wanted to talk to me, tell me, in detail, what had happened. They were all traumatized or scared I'd talk and get them arrested.
That was the last time for me. I was luckier than some, I survived, but there was irreparable damage. I lost years of memories, my childhood, relationships. I struggle with short-term memory loss to this day. I have heart problems.
I know this post is old, but anyone looking up symptoms, experiences, considering doing drugs for the first time or after a bad experience... Just stop. Don't do it. No drug is worth the risk of losing your life or your ability to function.
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And before anyone thinks to themselves "She was just inexperienced. I know better. It won't happen to me." Quite the opposite. I had been doing it for years, socially. Your tolerance builds. You need more. It doesn't have the same effect. You will get to a point where you think you can handle it, you feel fine... until you don't. Then it is too late.
It's not always the first time users who die; it's the ones who know all about drugs, who've come through just fine a million times before, who've even quit and then they do one last bit... and suddenly they're gone. So many gone too soon. Co-workers, friends, brothers of friends, fathers. These people weren't junkies. They were just having fun on a night out.
It's not always the first time users who die; it's the ones who know all about drugs, who've come through just fine a million times before, who've even quit and then they do one last bit... and suddenly they're gone. So many gone too soon. Co-workers, friends, brothers of friends, fathers. These people weren't junkies. They were just having fun on a night out.
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First off its not pure. Nothing is unless you're getting it direct from the source in south or central America. Second you'll know when enough is enough. Your body will give you the signals. Nose gets too stuffed, heart is pounding really hard, super shakey, nausea and/or vomiting. Girl is a tricky thing because it makes you always want more even if your body is saying stop.
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The same sh*t happened to me last night. I was driving to my boyfriends house and all the same symptoms happened to me. I thought it was God punishing me and killing me off for doing it again after being clean for months.. So I chunked the rest out the window and continued driving. It was hard with my hands cramping, couldn't breathe and my chest felt like a car was on it,l. when I got to my boyfriend's I figured it was just loss of blood flow, since coke has your heart rate up and I was sitting down so my body was trying to bring it down. Seems like it would cause issues clashing like that. So I paced around and kept opening and closing my hands to stop the cramping. I ended up being okay. Being coked up and sitting still driving doesn't work out I don't think. Still not touching that sh*t again. Not worth it.
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This is very scary. I've used coke one average couple of time a month for the last 15 years. It hasn't had major negative effects in my life fortunately and as much as I've been fortunate and wouldn't say I'm addicted to it I would say I'm compulsive when I'm in it and can't stop on the night.
Despite doing sh*t loads on more than a few occasions I've never suffered any long term side effects. If you're generally healthy you're unlikely to die on a binge unless you mix it badly and overdose in downers which stop you breathing:
My advice. Don't smoke it ever. If your email going to take a downer to help you sleep be very careful if the dose and have someone with you.
If it becomes habitual and compulsive stop doing it's you don't enjoy it anymore,
Despite doing sh*t loads on more than a few occasions I've never suffered any long term side effects. If you're generally healthy you're unlikely to die on a binge unless you mix it badly and overdose in downers which stop you breathing:
My advice. Don't smoke it ever. If your email going to take a downer to help you sleep be very careful if the dose and have someone with you.
If it becomes habitual and compulsive stop doing it's you don't enjoy it anymore,
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All good advice and very true but the trouble is some people find that approach easy and some people simply can't control that compulsion once they've started. If I'm with good friends and chatting then I feel great and there's no problem. Trouble is if I'm doing it myself on the sky because I couldn't stop with the others. That's seriously depressing
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All good advice and very true but the trouble is some people find that approach easy and some people simply can't control that compulsion once they've started. If I'm with good friends and chatting then I feel great and there's no problem. Trouble is if I'm doing it myself on the sky because I couldn't stop with the others. That's seriously depressing
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Sounds to me like if your boyfriend had been on it with you too you might have had an amazing discussion and enjoyed it together much more. The anxiety is caused mostly from personally not being totally comfortable with the whole set up and situation rather than the drug itself.
Bottom line is don't do it alone or secretly. If you're going to do it make sure you're with people you enjoy doing it with in a comfortable safe environment and stop at same time. The comedown doesn't last long. Don't give yourself a hard time about it:
Some of the best and most important discussions I've ever had with my closest friends and wife have been on it.
Bottom line is don't do it alone or secretly. If you're going to do it make sure you're with people you enjoy doing it with in a comfortable safe environment and stop at same time. The comedown doesn't last long. Don't give yourself a hard time about it:
Some of the best and most important discussions I've ever had with my closest friends and wife have been on it.
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