Hi. I'm in a very complicated relationship where I'm the bad person out of everyone. I am engaged and I also have a girlfriend. My girlfriend knows about my fiancee but my fiancee doesn't know about my girlfriend. For the past couple of months my girlfriend has been avoiding me and and lying to me about her whereabouts. I truly think she has moved on and found someone else but she still says she will wait for me.
When she started avoiding me, I finally realized that I'm not in love with my fiancee but I'm more in love with my girlfriend but now she wants to take a break and tells me I need to sort things out or break up with my fiancee before considering ever seeing her again. She says we can still talk on the phone or text and that's all. She even says her feelings have changed and needs time to get that feeling back towards me. What does that mean? I've gotten myself into one big mess that I totally regret and I can only see myself ending up with no one.
Meanwhile, my fiancee can sense something wrong and keeps asking me what's going on. I just keep telling her that its nothing and everything is all right. I feel so guilty and its really unfair to both of them. They are both really amazing women and I don't deserve either of them.
I really want to get married to my girlfriend instead if she'll let me and I don't know how to break up with my fiancee without hurting her too badly. I don't know if anyone has been in something as complicated as this but I hope there's someone who can offer any advice. I feel really depressed, sometimes even suicidal about the whole situation and I know I deserve it. I hope someone out there is able to help.
When she started avoiding me, I finally realized that I'm not in love with my fiancee but I'm more in love with my girlfriend but now she wants to take a break and tells me I need to sort things out or break up with my fiancee before considering ever seeing her again. She says we can still talk on the phone or text and that's all. She even says her feelings have changed and needs time to get that feeling back towards me. What does that mean? I've gotten myself into one big mess that I totally regret and I can only see myself ending up with no one.
Meanwhile, my fiancee can sense something wrong and keeps asking me what's going on. I just keep telling her that its nothing and everything is all right. I feel so guilty and its really unfair to both of them. They are both really amazing women and I don't deserve either of them.
I really want to get married to my girlfriend instead if she'll let me and I don't know how to break up with my fiancee without hurting her too badly. I don't know if anyone has been in something as complicated as this but I hope there's someone who can offer any advice. I feel really depressed, sometimes even suicidal about the whole situation and I know I deserve it. I hope someone out there is able to help.
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