Hello, I'm a 17 year old male and I'm a typical nice guy. I've been in two fights my whole life and they both occurred in elementary school. In both instances I ended up backing down because i could never REALLY bring myself to hurting anybody. Now before you come to the conclusion that I'm little and week, I'll have to tell you that I'm neither. I've always been the biggest in my class, and few can match me in hight. I've never been fat or overweight, in fact, I've always been "healthy as a horse, and strong as an ox." according to my physician. Well, anyway, the point I'm trying to get across to is that I have a very passive personality, I'm the type of guy that avoids confrontation by befriending as many as possible.
The problem. For a couple of years now, I've been very depressed because of numerous reasons. Stress of school, not having luck with girls, paranoia that my friends find me immature and irresponsible, due to me not having my first job yet. And all of this suddenly piled up has cause me to have these random and powerful primal urges to grab the nearest living thing and strangle it to death. My overall train of thought has changed from moderately upbeat to frustrated, angry, hateful, pessimistic, and cynical.
I normally laugh grin and pull stupid stunts to let my friends think I'm ok and content, but every once in a wile I'll slip and have a saddened, over-serious, or even pissed off look on my face.
Should i seek some type of therapy, or are these feeling normal? What should i do to deal with these violent urges?
The problem. For a couple of years now, I've been very depressed because of numerous reasons. Stress of school, not having luck with girls, paranoia that my friends find me immature and irresponsible, due to me not having my first job yet. And all of this suddenly piled up has cause me to have these random and powerful primal urges to grab the nearest living thing and strangle it to death. My overall train of thought has changed from moderately upbeat to frustrated, angry, hateful, pessimistic, and cynical.
I normally laugh grin and pull stupid stunts to let my friends think I'm ok and content, but every once in a wile I'll slip and have a saddened, over-serious, or even pissed off look on my face.
Should i seek some type of therapy, or are these feeling normal? What should i do to deal with these violent urges?
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I dunno, but you and me are the same, just a slight age difference. I think we're both going crazy...we should probably get help
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Hi it sounds to me like you have hit. Deep Depression now. So of course you need some help. Just don't do nothing outrageous like stabsomeone or harm yourself bc then you will be put in an institution hun. You need to talk to your parents baout therapy. Or you can talk to you guidance counsaler at school. They have a bunch od different counsalers for many different things. And I'm pretty sure your not the only one at your school that is in some kind of school therapy for this problem. So talk to your parents or counsaler and see what you can do. Don't do nothing stupid or dangerous hun ok!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!11 ;-) :-D
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I had a friend who was depressed like that and he started taking drugs and cutting himself, he used to be one of the funniest people i knew and a really nice guy. I think you should see a therapist or just talk to someone in general just to sort yourself out.
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This is not a laughing matter hun. It is a very serious situation and it needs to be delt with ASAP. No need to laugh about it but instead if you know someone in this situation try to get them some help hun!!!!!!!!
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Teenmom. Don't even try talking he's called himself Adolf Hitler he's a jackass just ignore him
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Wow, I didn't think there were others, with the same urges, thoughts, and going through the same experineces. I figured I try to repress them and maybe they'll go away, but the urges won't.
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wow, im kind of surprised. I had one of these 'urges' to day that scared the sh** out of me. I know I couldn't physically bring myself to do something like this, but the impulse was so carnal and primal that it dropped out of nowhere. I cried hysterically because the urge was to the person closest to me- I told him everything immediately thinking im losing my mind. Therapy, here I come. Good luck to you, and hope we find remedy to this brain 'fever'.
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